You ever have one of those nights where depression hits you harder than your cousin ever could since you slept with his ex? and your cousin took out a tooth so you know for a fact thats a fucking hard blow. On those nights, it hurts so much. The worst part is its not like physical pain either. You can't put ice on it to numb it out or soothe the pain.
Pain like this isn't even like internal organs hurting either. At least when you have some gas it hurts like a bitch but until you pass it. ohhhh... but that Depression. that anxiety it comes back. sometimes its there for a day... times months yeah? Man at least you can IGNORE gas. But lucky there are solutions.
Pop some allergy meds feel a little drowsy and pass the fuck out. The anxiety cant keep you awake tonight! fuck you nature! fuck my own body trying to kill me!!! the next morning, get up, drink that headache away, a few fuckin' eggs and watch some fucking shows on Netflix.
But you gotta admit... in that short time after downing a few opioids, that magical twilight where you're not quite awake, and not quite alseep... sees results that might just make it better and even give inspiration as fucked up as it may seem.
Ray Bradbury used to talk about this sensation of half-awake and half-asleep, though I am pretty sure he didn't abuse his medicine cabinet...
However, today's inspiration is not from a bottle of any kind, medication or otherwise.
It came from
This guy showed me an old pic he had made of Puckman downing some pills and I asked him if i could animate it. Thank you friend. Best of luck.